Its been just over a week now, I miss Jackie so much it hurts. I never understood how much pain shes was in I do now because I feel it too. Just feel so lost without her, I have no idea what to do now. Been getting to sleep late and waking in the night as if she was here to make sure Jackie is alright. I keep thinking did I do enough for her to make her comfortable. So many what ifs, (we could have moved in with my parents a lot sooner). Im scared of what life will now bring.